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The Adieu. Written Under the Impression that the Author Would Soon Die
- 1Adieu, thou Hill! where early joy
- 2Spread roses o'er my brow;
- 3Where Science seeks each loitering boy
- 4With knowledge to endow.
- 5Adieu, my youthful friends or foes,
- 6Partners of former bliss or woes;
- 7No more through Ida's paths we stray;
- 8Soon must I share the gloomy cell,
- 9Whose ever-slumbering inmates dwell
- 10Unconscious of the day.
- 11Adieu, ye hoary Regal Fanes,
- 12Ye spires of Granta's vale,
- 13Where Learning robed in sable reigns.
- 14And Melancholy pale.
- 15Ye comrades of the jovial hour,
- 16Ye tenants of the classic bower,
- 17On Cama's verdant margin plac'd,
- 18Adieu! while memory still is mine,
- 19For offerings on Oblivion's shrine,
- 20These scenes must be effac'd.
- 21Adieu, ye mountains of the clime
- 22Where grew my youthful years;
- 23Where Loch na Garr in snows sublime
- 24His giant summit rears.
- 25Why did my childhood wander forth
- 26From you, ye regions of the North,
- 27With sons of Pride to roam?
- 28Why did I quit my Highland cave,
- 29Marr's dusky heath, and Dee's clear wave,
- 30To seek a Sotheron home?
- 31Hall of my Sires! a long farewell--
- 32Yet why to thee adieu?
- 33Thy vaults will echo back my knell,
- 34Thy towers my tomb will view:
- 35The faltering tongue which sung thy fall,
- 36And former glories of thy Hall,
- 37Forgets its wonted simple note--
- 38But yet the Lyre retains the strings,
- 39And sometimes, on Æolian wings,
- 40In dying strains may float.
- 41Fields, which surround yon rustic cot,
- 42While yet I linger here,
- 43Adieu! you are not now forgot,
- 44To retrospection dear.
- 45Streamlet! along whose rippling surge
- 46My youthful limbs were wont to urge,
- 47At noontide heat, their pliant course;
- 48Plunging with ardour from the shore,
- 49Thy springs will lave these limbs no more,
- 50Deprived of active force.
- 51And shall I here forget the scene,
- 52Still nearest to my breast?
- 53Rocks rise and rivers roll between
- 54The spot which passion blest;
- 55Yet Mary, all thy beauties seem
- 56Fresh as in Love's bewitching dream,
- 57To me in smiles display'd;
- 58Till slow disease resigns his prey
- 59To Death, the parent of decay,
- 60Thine image cannot fade.
- 61And thou, my Friend! whose gentle love
- 62Yet thrills my bosom's chords,
- 63How much thy friendship was above
- 64Description's power of words!
- 65Still near my breast thy gift I wear
- 66Which sparkled once with Feeling's tear,
- 67Of Love the pure, the sacred gem:
- 68Our souls were equal, and our lot
- 69In that dear moment quite forgot;
- 70Let Pride alone condemn!
- 71All, all is dark and cheerless now!
- 72No smile of Love's deceit
- 73Can warm my veins with wonted glow,
- 74Can bid Life's pulses beat:
- 75Not e'en the hope of future fame
- 76Can wake my faint, exhausted frame,
- 77Or crown with fancied wreaths my head.
- 78Mine is a short inglorious race,--
- 79To humble in the dust my face,
- 80And mingle with the dead.
- 81Oh Fame! thou goddess of my
heart;
- 82On him who gains thy praise,
- 83Pointless must fall the Spectre's dart,
- 84Consumed in Glory's blaze;
- 85But me she beckons from the earth,
- 86My name obscure, unmark'd my birth,
- 87My life a short and vulgar dream:
- 88Lost in the dull, ignoble crowd,
- 89My hopes recline within a shroud,
- 90My fate is Lethe's stream.
- 91When I repose beneath the sod,
- 92Unheeded in the clay,
- 93Where once my playful footsteps trod,
- 94Where now my head must lay,
- 95The meed of Pity will be shed
- 96In dew-drops o'er my narrow bed,
- 97By nightly skies, and storms alone;
- 98No mortal eye will deign to steep
- 99With tears the dark sepulchral deep
- 100Which hides a name unknown.
- 101Forget this world, my restless sprite,
- 102Turn, turn thy thoughts to Heaven:
- 103There must thou soon direct thy flight,
- 104If errors are forgiven.
- 105To bigots and to sects unknown,
- 106Bow down beneath the Almighty's Throne;
- 107To Him address thy trembling prayer:
- 108He, who is merciful and just,
- 109Will not reject a child of dust,
- 110Although His meanest care.
- 111Father of Light! to Thee I call;
- 112My soul is dark within:
- 113Thou who canst mark the sparrow's fall,
- 114Avert the death of sin.
- 115Thou, who canst guide the wandering star
- 116Who calm'st the elemental war,
- 117Whose mantle is yon boundless sky,
- 118My thoughts, my words, my crimes forgive;
- 119And, since I soon must cease to live,
- 120Instruct me how to die.