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Goodnight
Childe Harold's Pilgrimage - Canto the First[;] Childe Harold's
Goodnight
- 1"Adieu, adieu! my native shore
- 2Fades o'er the waters blue;
- 3The night-winds sigh, the breakers roar,
- 4And shrieks the wild sea-mew.
- 5Yon Sun that sets upon the sea
- 6We follow in his flight;
- 7Farewell awhile to him and thee,
- 8My native Land--Good Night!
- 9"A few short hours and He will rise
- 10To give the Morrow birth;
- 11And I shall hail the main and skies,
- 12But not my mother
Earth.
- 13Deserted is my own good Hall,
- 14Its hearth is desolate;
- 15Wild weeds are gathering on the wall;
- 16My Dog howls at the gate.
- 17"Come hither, hither, my little page
- 18Why dost thou weep and wail?
- 19Or dost thou dread the billows' rage,
- 20Or tremble at the gale?
- 21But dash the tear-drop from thine eye;
- 22Our ship is swift and strong:
- 23Our fleetest falcon scarce can fly
- 24More merrily along."
- 25"Let winds be shrill, let waves roll high,
- 26I fear not wave nor wind:
- 27Yet marvel not, Sir Childe, that I
- 28Am sorrowful in mind;
- 29For I have from my father gone,
- 30A mother whom I love,
- 31And have no friend, save these alone,
- 32But thee--and One above.
- 33'My father blessed me fervently,
- 34Yet did not much complain;
- 35But sorely will my mother sigh
- 36Till I come back again.'--
- 37"Enough, enough, my little lad!
- 38Such tears become thine eye;
- 39If I thy guileless bosom had,
- 40Mine own would not be dry.
- 41"Come hither, hither, my staunch yeoman,
- 42Why dost thou look so pale?
- 43Or dost thou dread a French foeman?
- 44Or shiver at the gale?"--
- 45'Deem'st thou I tremble for my life?
- 46Sir Childe, I'm not so weak;
- 47But thinking on an absent wife
- 48Will blanch a faithful cheek.
- 49'My spouse and boys dwell near thy hall,
- 50Along the bordering Lake,
- 51And when they on their father call,
- 52What answer shall she make?'--
- 53"Enough, enough, my yeoman good,
- 54Thy grief let none gainsay;
- 55But I, who am of lighter mood,
- 56Will laugh to flee away.
- 57"For who would trust the seeming sighs
- 58Of wife or paramour?
- 59Fresh feeres will dry the bright blue eyes
- 60We late saw streaming o'er.
- 61For pleasures past I do not grieve,
- 62Nor perils gathering near;
- 63My greatest grief is that I leave
- 64No thing that claims a tear.
- 65"And now I'm in the world alone,
- 66Upon the wide, wide sea:
- 67But why should I for others groan,
- 68When none will sigh for me?
- 69Perchance my Dog will whine in vain,
- 70Till fed by stranger hands;
- 71But long ere I come back again,
- 72He'd tear me where he stands.
- 73"With thee, my bark, I'll swiftly go
- 74Athwart the foaming brine;
- 75Nor care what land thou bear'st me to,
- 76So not again to mine.
- 77Welcome, welcome, ye dark-blue waves!
- 78And when you fail my sight,
- 79Welcome, ye deserts, and ye caves!
- 80My native Land--Good Night!"
- 81On, on the vessel flies, the land is gone,
- 82And winds are rude in Biscay's sleepless bay.
- 83Four days are sped, but with the fifth, anon,
- 84New shores descried make every bosom gay;
- 85And Cintra's mountain greets them on their way,
- 86And Tagus dashing onward to the Deep,
- 87His fabled golden tribute bent to pay;
- 88And soon on board the Lusian pilots leap,
- 89And steer 'twixt fertile shores where yet few rustics reap.
- 90Oh, Christ! it is a goodly sight to see
- 91What Heaven hath done for this delicious land!
- 92What fruits of fragrance blush on every tree!
- 93What goodly prospects o'er the hills expand!
- 94But man would mar them with an impious hand:
- 95And when the Almighty lifts his fiercest scourge
- 96'Gainst those who most transgress his high command,
- 97With treble vengeance will his hot shafts urge
- 98Gaul's locust host, and earth from fellest foemen purge
- 99What beauties doth Lisboa first unfold!
- 100Her image floating on that noble
tide,
- 101Which poets vainly pave with sands of gold,
- 102But now whereon a thousand keels did ride
- 103Of mighty strength, since Albion was allied,
- 104And to the Lusians did her aid afford:
- 105A nation swoln with ignorance and pride,
- 106Who lick yet loathe the hand that waves the sword
- 107To save them from the wrath of Gaul's unsparing lord.
- 108But whoso entereth within this town,
- 109That, sheening far, celestial seems to be,
- 110Disconsolate will wander up and down,
- 111'Mid many things unsightly to strange ee;
- 112For hut and palace show like filthily:
- 113The dingy denizens are reared in dirt;
- 114Ne personage of high or mean degree
- 115Doth care for cleanness of surtout or shirt,
- 116Though shent with Egypt's plague, unkempt, unwashed, unhurt.
- 117Poor, paltry slaves! yet born 'midst noblest scenes--
- 118Why, Nature, waste thy wonders on such men?
- 119Lo! Cintra's glorious Eden intervenes
- 120In variegated maze of mount and glen.
- 121Ah, me! what hand can pencil guide, or pen,
- 122To follow half on which the eye dilates
- 123Through views more dazzling unto mortal ken
- 124Than those whereof such things the Bard relates,
- 125Who to the awe-struck world unlocked Elysium's gates.
- 126The horrid crags, by toppling convent crowned,
- 127The cork-trees hoar that clothe the shaggy steep,
- 128The mountain-moss by scorching skies imbrowned,
- 129The sunken glen, whose sunless shrubs must weep,
- 130The tender azure of the unruffled deep,
- 131The orange tints that gild the greenest bough,
- 132The torrents that from cliff to valley leap,
- 133The vine on high, the willow branch below,
- 134Mixed in one mighty scene, with varied beauty glow.
- 135Then slowly climb the many-winding way,
- 136And frequent turn to linger as you go,
- 137From loftier rocks new loveliness survey,
- 138And rest ye at "Our Lady's house of Woe;"
- 139Where frugal monks their little relics show,
- 140And sundry legends to the stranger tell:
- 141Here impious men have punished been, and lo!
- 142Deep in yon cave Honorius long did dwell,
- 143In hope to merit Heaven by making earth a Hell.
- 144And here and there, as up the crags you spring,
- 145Mark many rude-carved crosses near the path:
- 146Yet deem not these Devotion's offering--
- 147These are memorials frail of murderous wrath:
- 148For wheresoe'er the shrieking victim hath
- 149Pour'd forth his blood beneath the assassin's knife,
- 150Some hand erects a cross of mouldering lath;
- 151And grove and glen with thousand such are rife
- 152Throughout this purple land, where Law secures not life.
- 153On sloping mounds, or in the vale beneath,
- 154Are domes where whilome kings did make repair;
- 155But now the wild flowers round them only breathe:
- 156Yet ruined Splendour still is lingering there.
- 157And yonder towers the Prince's palace fair:
- 158There thou too, Vathek! England's wealthiest son,
- 159Once formed thy Paradise, as not aware
- 160When wanton Wealthher mightiest deeds hath done,
- 161Meek Peace voluptuous lures was ever wont to shun.
- 162Here didst thou dwell, here schemes of pleasure plan,
- 163Beneath yon mountain's ever beauteous brow:
- 164But now, as if a thing unblest by Man,
- 165Thy fairy dwelling is as lone as Thou!
- 166Here giant weeds a passage scarce allow
- 167To Halls deserted, portals gaping wide:
- 168Fresh lessons to the thinking bosom, how
- 169Vain are the pleasaunces on earth supplied;
- 170Swept into wrecks anon by Time's ungentle tide!
- 171Behold the hall where chiefs were late convened!
- 172Oh! dome displeasing unto British eye!
- 173With diadem hight Foolscap, lo! a Fiend,
- 174A little Fiend that scoffs incessantly,
- 175There sits in parchment robe arrayed, and by
- 176His side is hung a seal and sable scroll,
- 177Where blazoned glare names known to chivalry,
- 178And sundry signatures adorn the roll,
- 179Whereat the Urchin points and laughs with all his soul.
- 180Convention is the dwarfish demon styled
- 181That foiled the knights in Marialva's dome:
- 182Of brains (if brains they had) he
them beguiled,
- 183And turned a nation's shallow joy to gloom.
- 184Here Folly dashed to earth the victor's plume,
- 185And Policy regained what arms had lost:
- 186For chiefs like ours in vain may laurels bloom!
- 187Woe to the conquering, not the conquered host,
- 188Since baffled Triumph droops on Lusitania's coast.
- 189And ever since that martial Synod met,
- 190Britannia sickens, Cintra! at thy name;
- 191And folks in office at the mention fret,
- 192And fain would blush, if blush they could, for shame.
- 193How will Posterity the deed proclaim!
- 194Will not our own and fellow-nations sneer,
- 195To view these champions cheated of their fame,
- 196By foes in fight o'erthrown, yet victors here,
- 197Where Scorn
her finger points through many a
coming year?
- 198So deemed the Childe, as o'er the mountains he
- 199Did take his way in solitary guise:
- 200Sweet was the scene, yet soon he thought to flee,
- 201More restless than the swallow in the skies:
- 202Though here awhile he learned to moralise,
- 203For Meditation fixed at times on him;
- 204And conscious Reason whispered to despise
- 205His early youth, misspent in maddest whim;
- 206But as he gazed on truth his aching eyes grew dim.
- 207To horse! to horse! he quits, for ever quits
- 208A scene of peace, though soothing to his soul:
- 209Again he rouses from his moping fits,
- 210But seeks not now the harlot and the bowl.
- 211Onward he flies, nor fixed as yet the goal
- 212Where he shall rest him on his pilgrimage;
- 213And o'er him many changing scenes must roll
- 214Ere toil his thirst for travel can assuage,
- 215Or he shall calm his breast, or learn experience sage.
- 216Yet Mafra shall one moment claim delay,
- 217Where dwelt of yore the Lusians' luckless queen;
- 218And Church and Court did mingle their array,
- 219And Mass and revel were alternate seen;
- 220Lordlings and freres--ill-sorted fry I ween!
- 221But here the Babylonian Whore hath built
- 222A dome, where flaunts she in such glorious sheen,
- 223That men forget the blood which she hath spilt,
- 224And bow the knee to Pomp that loves to varnish guilt.
- 225O'er vales that teem with fruits, romantic hills,
- 226(Oh, that such hills upheld a freeborn race!)
- 227Whereon to gaze the eye with joyaunce fills,
- 228Childe Harold wends through many a pleasant place.
- 229Though sluggards deem it but a foolish chase,
- 230And marvel men should quit their easy chair,
- 231The toilsome way, and long, long league to trace,
- 232Oh! there is sweetness in the mountain air,
- 233And Life, that bloated Ease can never hope to share.
- 234More bleak to view the hills at length recede,
- 235And, less luxuriant, smoother vales extend:
- 236Immense horizon-bounded plains succeed!
- 237Far as the eye discerns, withouten end,
- 238Spain's realms appear whereon her shepherds tend
- 239Flocks, whose rich fleece right well the trader knows--
- 240Now must the Pastor's arm his lambs defend:
- 241For Spain is compassed by unyielding foes,
- 242And all must shield their all, or share Subjection's woes.
- 243Where Lusitania and her Sister meet,
- 244Deem ye what bounds the rival realms divide?
- 245Or ere the jealous Queens of Nations greet,
- 246Doth Tayo interpose his mighty tide?
- 247Or dark Sierras rise in craggy pride?
- 248Or fence of art, like China's vasty wall?--
- 249Ne barrier wall, ne river deep and wide,
- 250Ne horrid crags, nor mountains dark and tall,
- 251Rise like the rocks that part Hispania's land from Gaul:
- 252But these between a silver streamlet glides,
- 253And scarce a name distinguisheth the brook,
- 254Though rival kingdoms press its verdant sides:
- 255Here leans the idle shepherd on his crook,
- 256And vacant on the rippling waves doth look,
- 257That peaceful still 'twixt bitterest foemen flow;
- 258For proud each peasant as the noblest duke:
- 259Well doth the Spanish hind the difference know
- 260'Twixt him and Lusian slave, the lowest of the low.
- 261But ere the mingling bounds have far been passed,
- 262Dark Guadiana rolls his power along
- 263In sullen billows, murmuring and vast,
- 264So noted ancient roundelays among.
- 265Whilome upon his banks did legions throng
- 266Of Moor and Knight, in mailéd splendour drest:
- 267Here ceased the swift their race, here sunk the strong;
- 268The Paynim turban and the Christian crest
- 269Mixed on the bleeding stream, by floating hosts oppressed.
- 270Oh, lovely Spain! renowned, romantic Land!
- 271Where is that standard which Pelagio bore,
- 272When Cava's traitor-sire first called the band
- 273That dyed thy mountain streams with Gothic gore?
- 274Where are those bloody Banners which of yore
- 275Waved o'er thy sons, victorious to the gale,
- 276And drove at last the spoilers to their shore?
- 277Red gleamed the Cross, and waned the Crescent pale,
- 278While Afric's echoes thrilled with Moorish matrons' wail.
- 279Teems not each ditty with the glorious tale?
- 280Ah! such, alas! the hero's amplest fate!
- 281When granite moulders and when records fail,
- 282A peasant's plaint prolongs his dubious date.
- 283Pride! bend thine eye from Heaven to thine estate,
- 284See how the Mighty shrink into a song!
- 285Can Volume, Pillar, Pile preserve thee great?
- 286Or must thou trust Tradition's simple tongue,
- 287When Flattery sleeps with thee, and History does thee wrong?
- 288Awake, ye Sons of Spain! awake!
advance!
- 289Lo! Chivalry, your ancient Goddess, cries,
- 290But wields not, as of old, her thirsty lance,
- 291Nor shakes her crimson plumage in the skies:
- 292Now on the smoke of blazing bolts she flies,
- 293And speaks in thunder through yon engine's roar:
- 294In every peal she calls--"Awake! arise!"
- 295Say, is her voice more feeble than of yore,
- 296When her war-song was heard on Andalusia's shore?
- 297Hark!--heard you not those hoofs of dreadful note?
- 298Sounds not the clang of conflict on the heath?
- 299Saw ye not whom the reeking sabre smote,
- 300Nor saved your brethren ere they sank beneath
- 301Tyrants and Tyrants' slaves?--the fires of Death,
- 302The Bale-fires flash on high:--from rock to rock!
- 303Each volley tells that thousands cease to breathe;
- 304Death rides upon the sulphury Siroc,
- 305Red Battle stamps his foot, and Nations feel the shock.
- 306Lo! where the Giant on the mountain stands,
- 307His blood-red tresses deepening in the Sun,
- 308With death-shot glowing in his fiery hands,
- 309And eye that scorcheth all it glares upon;
- 310Restless it rolls, now fixed, and now anon
- 311Flashing afar,--and at his iron feet
- 312Destruction cowers, to mark what deeds are done;
- 313For on this morn three potent Nations meet,
- 314To shed before his Shrine the blood he deems most sweet.
- 315By Heaven! it is a splendid sight to see
- 316(For one who hath no friend, no brother there)
- 317Their rival scarfs of mixed embroidery,
- 318Their various arms that glitter in the air!
- 319What gallant War-hounds rouse them from their lair,
- 320And gnash their fangs, loud yelling for the prey!
- 321All join the chase, but few the triumph share;
- 322The Grave shall bear the chiefest prize away,
- 323And Havoc scarce for joy can number their array.
- 324Three hosts combine to offer sacrifice;
- 325Three tongues prefer strange orisons on high;
- 326Three gaudy standards flout the pale blue skies;
- 327The shouts are France, Spain, Albion, Victory!
- 328The Foe, the Victim, and the fond Ally
- 329That fights for all, but ever fights in vain,
- 330Are met--as if at home they could not die--
- 331To feed the crow on Talavera's plain,
- 332And fertilise the field that each pretends to gain.
- 333There shall they rot--Ambition's honoured fools!
- 334Yes, Honour decks the turf that wraps their clay!
- 335Vain Sophistry! in these behold the tools,
- 336The broken tools, that Tyrants cast away
- 337By myriads, when they dare to pave their way
- 338With human hearts--to what?--a dream alone.
- 339Can Despots compass aught that hails their sway?
- 340Or call with truth one span of earth their own,
- 341Save that wherein at last they crumble bone by bone?
- 342Oh, Albuera! glorious field of grief!
- 343As o'er thy plain the Pilgrim pricked his steed,
- 344Who could foresee thee, in a space so brief,
- 345A scene where mingling foes should boast and bleed!
- 346Peace to the perished! may the warrior's meed
- 347And tears of triumph their reward prolong!
- 348Till others fall where other chieftains lead
- 349Thy name shall circle round the gaping throng,
- 350And shine in worthless lays, the theme of transient song.
- 351Enough of Battle's minions! let them play
- 352Their game of lives, and barter breath for fame:
- 353Fame that will scarce reanimate their clay,
- 354Though thousands fall to deck some single name.
- 355In sooth 'twere sad to thwart their noble aim
- 356Who strike, blest hirelings! for their country's good,
- 357And die, that living might have proved her shame;
- 358Perished, perchance, in some domestic feud,
- 359Or in a narrower sphere wild Rapine's path pursued.
- 360Full swiftly Harold wends his lonely way
- 361Where proud Sevilla triumphs unsubdued:
- 362Yet is she free? the Spoiler's
wished-for prey!
- 363Soon, soon shall Conquest's fiery foot
intrude,
- 364Blackening her lovely domes with
traces rude.
- 365Inevitable hour! 'Gainst fate to strive
- 366Where Desolation plants her famished brood
- 367Is vain, or Ilion, Tyre might yet survive,
- 368And Virtue vanquish all, and Murder cease to thrive
- 369But all unconscious of the coming doom,
- 370The feast, the song, the revel here abounds;
- 371Strange modes of merriment the hours consume,
- 372Nor bleed these patriots with their country's wounds:
- 373Nor here War's clarion, but Love's rebeck sounds;
- 374Here Folly still his votaries inthralls;
- 375And young-eyed Lewdness walks her midnight rounds:
- 376Girt with the silent crimes of Capitals,
- 377Still to the last kind Vice clings to the tott'ring walls.
- 378Not so the rustic--with his trembling mate
- 379He lurks, nor casts his heavy eye afar,
- 380Lest he should view his vineyard desolate,
- 381Blasted below the dun hot breath of War.
- 382No more beneath soft Eve's consenting star
- 383Fandango twirls his jocund castanet:
- 384Ah, Monarchs! could ye taste the mirth ye mar,
- 385Not in the toils of Glory would ye fret;
- 386The hoarse dull drum would sleep, and Man be happy yet!
- 387How carols now the lusty muleteer?
- 388Of Love, Romance, Devotion is his lay,
- 389As whilome he was wont the leagues to cheer,
- 390His quick bells wildly jingling on the way?
- 391No! as he speeds, he chants "Vivā el Rey!"
- 392And checks his song to execrate Godoy,
- 393The royal wittol Charles, and curse the day
- 394When first Spain's queen beheld the black-eyed boy,
- 395And gore-faced Treason sprung from her adulterate joy.
- 396On yon long level plain, at distance crowned
- 397With crags, whereon those Moorish turrets rest,
- 398Wide-scattered hoof-marks dint the wounded ground;
- 399And, scathed by fire, the greensward's darkened vest
- 400Tells that the foe was Andalusia's guest:
- 401Here was the camp, the watch-flame, and the host,
- 402Here the bold peasant stormed the Dragon's nest;
- 403Still does he mark it with triumphant boast,
- 404And points to yonder cliffs, which oft were won and lost.
- 405And whomsoe'er along the path you meet
- 406Bears in his cap the badge of crimson hue,
- 407Which tells you whom to shun and whom to greet:
- 408Woe to the man that walks in public view
- 409Without of loyalty this token true:
- 410Sharp is the knife, and sudden is the stroke;
- 411And sorely would the Gallic foeman rue,
- 412If subtle poniards, wrapt beneath the cloke,
- 413Could blunt the sabre's edge, or clear the cannon's smoke.
- 414At every turn Morena's dusky height
- 415Sustains aloft the battery's iron load;
- 416And, far as mortal eye can compass sight,
- 417The mountain-howitzer, the broken road,
- 418The bristling palisade, the fosse o'erflowed,
- 419The stationed bands, the never-vacant watch,
- 420The magazine in rocky durance stowed,
- 421The bolstered steed beneath the shed of thatch,
- 422The ball-piled pyramid, the ever-blazing match,
- 423Portend the deeds to come:--but he whose nod
- 424Has tumbled feebler despots from their sway,
- 425A moment pauseth ere he lifts the rod;
- 426A little moment deigneth to delay:
- 427Soon will his legions sweep through these their way;
- 428The West must own the Scourger of the world.
- 429Ah! Spain! how sad will be thy reckoning-day,
- 430When soars Gaul's Vulture, with his wings unfurled,
- 431And thou shall view thy sons in crowds to Hades hurled.
- 432And must they fall? the young, the proud, the brave,
- 433To swell one bloated Chiefs unwholesome reign?
- 434No step between submission and a grave?
- 435The rise of Rapine and the fall of Spain?
- 436And doth the Power that man adores ordain
- 437Their doom, nor heed the suppliant's appeal?
- 438Is all that desperate Valour acts in vain?
- 439And Counsel sage, and patriotic Zeal--
- 440The Veteran's skill--Youth's fire--and Manhood's heart of steel?
- 441Is it for this the Spanish maid, aroused,
- 442Hangs on the willow her unstrung guitar,
- 443And, all unsexed, the Anlace hath espoused,
- 444Sung the loud song, and dared the deed of war?
- 445And she, whom once the semblance of a scar
- 446Appalled, an owlet's 'larum chilled with dread,
- 447Now views the column-scattering bay'net jar,
- 448The falchion flash, and o'er the yet warm dead
- 449Stalks with Minerva's step where Mars might quake to tread.
- 450Ye who shall marvel when you hear her tale,
- 451Oh! had you known her in her softer hour,
- 452Marked her black eye that mocks her coal-black veil,
- 453Heard her light, lively tones in Lady's bower,
- 454Seen her long locks that foil the painter's power,
- 455Her fairy form, with more than female grace,
- 456Scarce would you deem that Saragoza's tower
- 457Beheld her smile in Danger's Gorgon face,
- 458Thin the closed ranks, and lead in Glory's fearful chase.
- 459Her lover sinks--she sheds no ill-timed tear;
- 460Her Chief is slain--she fills his fatal post;
- 461Her fellows flee--she checks their base career;
- 462The Foe retires--she heads the sallying host:
- 463Who can appease like her a lover's ghost?
- 464Who can avenge so well a leader's fall?
- 465What maid retrieve when man's flushed hope is lost?
- 466Who hang so fiercely on the flying Gaul,
- 467Foiled by a woman's hand, before a battered wall?
- 468Yet are Spain's maids no race of Amazons,
- 469But formed for all the witching arts of love:
- 470Though thus in arms they emulate her sons,
- 471And in the horrid phalanx dare to move,
- 472'Tis but the tender fierceness of the dove,
- 473Pecking the hand that hovers o'er her mate:
- 474In softness as in firmness far above
- 475Remoter females, famed for sickening prate;
- 476Her mind is nobler sure, her charms perchance as great.
- 477The seal Love's dimpling finger hath impressed
- 478Denotes how soft that chin which bears his touch:
- 479Her lips, whose kisses pout to leave their nest,
- 480Bid man be valiant ere he merit such:
- 481Her glance how wildly beautiful! how much
- 482Hath Phoebus wooed in vain to spoil her cheek,
- 483Which glows yet smoother from his amorous clutch!
- 484Who round the North for paler dames would seek?
- 485How poor their forms appear! how languid, wan, and weak!
- 486Match me, ye climes! which poets love to laud;
- 487Match me, ye harems of the land! where now
- 488I strike my strain, far distant, to applaud
- 489Beauties that ev'n a cynic must avow;
- 490Match me those Houries, whom ye scarce allow
- 491To taste the gale lest Love should ride the wind,
- 492With Spain's dark-glancing daughters--deign to know,
- 493There your wise Prophet's Paradise we find,
- 494His black-eyed maids of Heaven, angelically kind.
- 495Oh, thou Parnassus! whom I now survey,
- 496Not in the phrensy of a dreamer's eye,
- 497Not in the fabled landscape of a lay,
- 498But soaring snow-clad through thy native sky,
- 499In the wild pomp of mountain-majesty!
- 500What marvel if I thus essay to sing?
- 501The humblest of thy pilgrims passing by
- 502Would gladly woo thine Echoes with his string,
- 503Though from thy heights no more one Muse will wave her wing.
- 504Oft have I dreamed of Thee! whose glorious name
- 505Who knows not, knows not man's divinest lore:
- 506And now I view thee--'tis, alas, with shame
- 507That I in feeblest accents must adore.
- 508When I recount thy worshippers of yore
- 509I tremble, and can only bend the knee;
- 510Nor raise my voice, nor vainly dare to soar,
- 511But gaze beneath thy cloudy canopy
- 512In silent joy to think at last I look on Thee!
- 513Happier in this than mightiest Bards have been,
- 514Whose Fate to distant homes confined their lot,
- 515Shall I unmoved behold the hallowed scene,
- 516Which others rave of, though they know it not?
- 517Though here no more Apollo haunts his Grot,
- 518And thou, the Muses' seat, art now their grave,
- 519Some gentle Spirit still pervades the spot,
- 520Sighs in the gale, keeps silence in the Cave,
- 521And glides with glassy foot o'er yon melodious wave.
- 522Of thee hereafter.--Ev'n amidst my strain
- 523I turned aside to pay my homage here;
- 524Forgot the land, the sons, the maids of Spain;
- 525Her fate, to every freeborn bosom dear;
- 526And hailed thee, not perchance without a tear.
- 527Now to my theme--but from thy holy haunt
- 528Let me some remnant, some memorial bear;
- 529Yield me one leaf of Daphne's deathless plant,
- 530Nor let thy votary's hope be deemed an idle vaunt.
- 531But ne'er didst thou, fair Mount! when Greece was young,
- 532See round thy giant base a brighter choir,
- 533Nor e'er did Delphi, when her Priestess sung
- 534The Pythian hymn with more than mortal fire,
- 535Behold a train more fitting to inspire
- 536The song of love, than Andalusia's maids,
- 537Nurst in the glowing lap of soft Desire:
- 538Ah! that to these were given such peaceful shades
- 539As Greece can still bestow, though Glory fly her glades.
- 540Fair is proud Seville; let her country boast
- 541Her strength, her wealth, her site of ancient days;
- 542But Cadiz, rising on the distant coast,
- 543Calls forth a sweeter, though ignoble praise.
- 544Ah, Vice! how soft are thy voluptuous ways!
- 545While boyish blood is mantling, who can 'scape
- 546The fascination of thy magic gaze?
- 547A Cherub-Hydra round us dost thou gape,
- 548And mould to every taste thy dear delusive shape.
- 549When Paphos fell by Time--accurséd Time!
- 550The Queen who conquers all must yield to thee--
- 551The Pleasures fled, but sought as warm a clime;
- 552And Venus , constant to native Sea,
- 553To nought else constant, hither deigned to flee,
- 554And fixed her shrine within these walls of white:
- 555Though not to one dome circumscribeth She
- 556Her worship, but, devoted to her rite,
- 557A thousand Altars rise, for ever blazing bright.
- 558From morn till night, from night till startled
- 559Morn Peeps blushing on the Revel's laughing crew,
- 560The Song is heard, the rosy Garland worn;
- 561Devices quaint, and Frolics ever new,
- 562Tread on each other's kibes. A long adieu
- 563He bids to sober joy that here sojourns:
- 564Nought interrupts the riot, though in lieu
- 565Of true devotion monkish incense burns,
- 566And Love and Prayer unite, or rule the hour by turns.
- 567The Sabbath comes, a day of blessed rest:
- 568What hallows it upon this Christian shore?
- 569Lo! it is sacred to a solemn Feast:
- 570Hark! heard you not the forest-monarch's roar?
- 571Crashing the lance, he snuffs the spouting gore
- 572Of man and steed, o'erthrown beneath his horn;
- 573The thronged arena shakes with shouts for more;
- 574Yells the mad crowd o'er entrails freshly torn,
- 575Nor shrinks the female eye, nor ev'n affects to mourn.
- 576The seventh day this--the Jubilee of man!
- 577London! right well thou know'st the day of prayer:
- 578Then thy spruce citizen, washed artisan,
- 579And smug apprentice gulp their weekly air:
- 580Thy coach of hackney, whiskey, one-horse chair,
- 581And humblest gig through sundry suburbs whirl,
- 582To Hampstead, Brentford, Harrow make repair;
- 583Till the tired jade the wheel forgets to hurl,
- 584Provoking envious gibe from each pedestrian churl.
- 585Some o'er thy Thamis row the ribboned fair,
- 586Others along the safer turnpike fly;
- 587Some Richmond-hill ascend, some scud to Ware,
- 588And many to the steep of Highgate hie.
- 589Ask ye, Boeotian Shades! the reason why?
- 590'Tis to the worship of the solemn Horn,
- 591Grasped in the holy hand of Mystery,
- 592In whose dread name both men and maids are sworn,
- 593And consecrate the oath with draught, and dance till morn.
- 594All have their fooleries--not alike are thine,
- 595Fair Cadiz, rising o'er the dark blue sea!
- 596Soon as the Matin bell proclaimeth nine,
- 597Thy Saint-adorers count the Rosary:
- 598Much is the VIRGIN teased to shrive them free
- 599(Well do I ween the only virgin there)
- 600From crimes as numerous as her beadsmen be;
- 601Then to the crowded circus forth they fare:
- 602Young, old, high, low, at once the same diversion share.
- 603The lists are oped, the spacious area cleared,
- 604Thousands on thousands piled are seated round;
- 605Long ere the first loud trumpet's note is heard,
- 606Ne vacant space for lated wight is found:
- 607Here Dons, Grandees, but chiefly Dames abound,
- 608Skilled in the ogle of a roguish eye,
- 609Yet ever well inclined to heal the wound;
- 610None through their cold disdain are doomed to die,
- 611As moon-struck bards complain, by Love's sad archery.
- 612Hushed is the din of tongues--on gallant steeds,
- 613With milk-white crest, gold spur, and light-poised lance,
- 614Four cavaliers prepare for venturous deeds,
- 615And lowly-bending to the lists advance;
- 616Rich are their scarfs, their chargers featly prance:
- 617If in the dangerous game they shine to-day,
- 618The crowd's loud shout and ladies' lovely glance,
- 619Best prize of better acts! they bear away,
- 620And all that kings or chiefs e'er gain their toils repay.
- 621In costly sheen and gaudy cloak arrayed.
- 622But all afoot, the light-limbed Matadore
- 623Stands in the centre, eager to invade
- 624The lord of lowing herds; but not before
- 625The ground, with cautious tread, is traversed o'er,
- 626Lest aught unseen should lurk to thwart his speed:
- 627His arms a dart, he fights aloof, nor more
- 628Can Man achieve without the friendly steed--
- 629Alas! too oft condemned for him to bear and bleed.
- 630Thrice sounds the Clarion; lo! the signal falls,
- 631The den expands, and Expectation mute
- 632Gapes round the silent circle's peopled walls.
- 633Bounds with one lashing spring the mighty brute,
- 634And, wildly staring, spurns, with sounding foot,
- 635The sand, nor blindly rushes on his foe:
- 636Here, there, he points his threatening front, to suit
- 637His first attack, wide-waving to and fro
- 638His angry tail; red rolls his eye's dilated glow.
- 639Sudden he stops--his eye is fixed--away--
- 640Away, thou heedless boy! prepare the spear:
- 641Now is thy time, to perish, or display
- 642The skill that yet may check his mad career!
- 643With well-timed croupe the nimble coursers veer;
- 644On foams the Bull, but not unscathed he goes;
- 645Streams from his flank the crimson torrent clear:
- 646He flies, he wheels, distracted with his throes;
- 647Dart follows dart--lance, lance--loud bellowings speak his woes.
- 648Again he comes; nor dart nor lance avail,
- 649Nor the wild plunging of the tortured horse;
- 650Though Man and Man's avenging arms assail,
- 651Vain are his weapons, vainer is his force.
- 652One gallant steed is stretched a mangled corse;
- 653Another, hideous sight! unseamed appears,
- 654His gory chest unveils life's panting source;
- 655Though death-struck, still his feeble frame he rears;
- 656Staggering, but stemming all, his Lord unharmed he bears.
- 657Foiled, bleeding, breathless, furious to the last,
- 658Full in the centre stands the Bull at bay,
- 659Mid wounds, and clinging darts, and lances brast,
- 660And foes disabled in the brutal fray:
- 661And now the Matadores around him play,
- 662Shake the red cloak, and poise the ready brand:
- 663Once more through all he bursts his thundering way--
- 664Vain rage! the mantle quits the conynge hand,
- 665Wraps his fierce eye--'tis past--he sinks upon the sand!
- 666Where his vast neck just mingles with the spine,
- 667Sheathed in his form the deadly weapon lies.
- 668He stops--he starts--disdaining to decline:
- 669Slowly he falls, amidst triumphant cries,
- 670Without a groan, without a struggle dies.
- 671The decorated car appears--on high
- 672The corse is piled--sweet sight for vulgar eyes--
- 673Four steeds that spurn the rein, as swift as shy,
- 674Hurl the dark bulk along, scarce seen in dashing by.
- 675Such the ungentle sport that oft invites
- 676The Spanish maid, and cheers the Spanish swain.
- 677Nurtured in blood betimes, his heart delights
- 678In vengeance, gloating on another's pain.
- 679What private feuds the troubled village stain!
- 680Though now one phalanxed host should meet the foe,
- 681Enough, alas! in humble homes remain,
- 682To meditate 'gainst friend the secret blow,
- 683For some slight cause of wrath, whence Life's warm stream must flow.
- 684But Jealousy has fled: his bars, his bolts,
- 685His withered Centinel, Duenna sage!
- 686And all whereat the generous soul revolts,
- 687Which the stern dotard deemed he could encage,
- 688Have passed to darkness with the vanished age.
- 689Who late so free as Spanish girls were seen,
- 690(Ere War uprose in his volcanic rage,)
- 691With braided tresses bounding o'er the green,
- 692While on the gay dance shone Night's lover-loving Queen?
- 693Oh! many a time and oft, had Harold loved,
- 694Or dreamed he loved, since Rapture is a dream;
- 695But now his wayward bosom was unmoved,
- 696For not yet had he drunk of Lethe's stream;
- 697And lately had he learned with truth to deem
- 698Love has no gift so grateful as his wings:
- 699How fair, how young, how soft soe'er he seem,
- 700Full from the fount of Joy's delicious springs
- 701Some bitter o'er the flowers its bubbling venom flings.
- 702Yet to the beauteous form he was not blind,
- 703Though now it moved him as it moves the wise;
- 704Not that Philosophy on such a mind
- 705E'er deigned to bend her chastely-awful eyes:
- 706But Passion raves herself to rest, or flies;
- 707And Vice, that digs her own voluptuous tomb,
- 708Had buried long his hopes, no more to rise:
- 709Pleasure's palled Victim! life-abhorring Gloom
- 710Wrote on his faded brow curst Cain's unresting doom.
- 711Still he beheld, nor mingled with the throng;
- 712But viewed them not with misanthropic hate:
- 713Fain would he now have joined the dance, the song;
- 714But who may smile that sinks beneath his fate?
- 715Nought that he saw his sadness could abate:
- 716Yet once he struggled 'gainst the Demon's sway,
- 717And as in Beauty's bower he pensive sate,
- 718Poured forth his unpremeditated lay,
- 719To charms as fair as those that soothed his happier day.