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Childe Harold's Pilgrimage - Canto the Third
- 1Is thy face like thy mothers, my fair child!
- 2ADA! sole daughter of my house and heart?
- 3When last I saw thy young blue eyes they smiled,
- 4And then we parted,--not as now we part,
- 5But with a hope.--
- 6Awaking with a start,
- 7The waters heave around me; and on high
- 8The winds lift up their voices: I depart,
- 9Whither I know not; but the hour's gone by,
- 10When Albion's lessening shores could grieve or glad mine eye.
- 11Once more upon the waters! yet once more!
- 12And the waves bound beneath me as a steed
- 13That knows his rider. Welcome to their roar!
- 14Swift be their guidance, wheresoe'er it lead!
- 15Though the strained mast should quiver as a reed,
- 16And the rent canvass fluttering strew the gale,
- 17Still must I on; for I am as a weed,
- 18Flung from the rock, on Ocean's foam, to sail
- 19Where'er the surge may sweep, the tempest's breath prevail.
- 20In my youth's summer I did sing of One,
- 21The wandering outlaw of his own dark mind;
- 22Again I seize the theme, then but begun,
- 23And bear it with me, as the rushing wind
- 24Bears the cloud onwards: in that Tale I find
- 25The furrows of long thought, and dried-up tears,
- 26Which, ebbing, leave a sterile track behind,
- 27O'er which all heavily the journeying years
- 28Plod the last sands of life,--where not a flower appears.
- 29Since my young days of passion--joy, or pain--
- 30Perchance my heart and harp have lost a string--
- 31And both may jar: it may be, that in vain
- 32I would essay as I have sung to sing:
- 33Yet, though a dreary strain, to this I cling;
- 34So that it wean me from the weary dream
- 35Of selfish grief or gladness--so it fling
- 36Forgetfulness around me--it shall seem
- 37To me, though to none else, a not ungrateful theme.
- 38He, who grown aged in this world of woe,
- 39In deeds, not years, piercing the depths of life,
- 40So that no wonder waits him--nor below
- 41Can Love or Sorrow, Fame, Ambition, Strife,
- 42Cut to his heart again with the keen knife
- 43Of silent, sharp endurance--he can tell
- 44Why Thought seeks refuge in lone caves, yet rife
- 45With airy images, and shapes which dwell
- 46Still unimpaired, though old, in the Soul's haunted cell.
- 47'Tis to create, and in creating live A being more intense that we endow
- 48With form our fancy, gaining as we give
- 49The life we image, even as I do now--
- 50What am I? Nothing: but not so art thou,
- 51Soul of my thought! with whom I traverse earth,
- 52Invisible but gazing, as I glow--
- 53Mixed with thy spirit, blended with thy birth,
- 54And feeling still with thee in my crushed feelings' dearth.
- 55Yet must I think less wildly:--I have thought
- 56Too long and darkly, till my brain became,
- 57In its own eddy boiling and o'erwrought,
- 58A whirling gulf of phantasy and flame:
- 59And thus, untaught in youth my heart to tame,
- 60My springs of life were poisoned. 'Tis too late:
- 61Yet am I changed; though still enough the same
- 62In strength to bear what Time can not abate,
- 63And feed on bitter fruits without accusing Fate.
- 64Something too much of this:--but now 'tis past,
- 65And the spell closes with its silent seal--
- 66Long absent HAROLD re-appears at last;
- 67He of the breast which fain no more would feel,
- 68Wrung with the wounds which kill not, but ne'er heal;
- 69Yet Time, who changes all, had altered him
- 70In soul and aspect as in age: years steal
- 71Fire from the mind as vigour from the limb;
- 72And Life's enchanted cup but sparkles near the brim.
- 73His had been quaffed too quickly, and he found
- 74The dregs were wormwood; but he filled again,
- 75And from a purer fount, on holier ground,
- 76And deemed its spring perpetual--but in vain!
- 77Still round him clung invisibly a chain
- 78Which galled for ever, fettering though unseen,
- 79And heavy though it clanked not; worn with pain,
- 80Which pined although it spoke not, and grew keen,
- 81Entering with every step he took through many a scene.
- 82Secure in guarded coldness, he had mixed
- 83Again in fancied safety with his kind,
- 84And deemed his spirit now so firmly fixed
- 85And sheathed with an invulnerable mind,
- 86That, if no joy, no sorrow lurked behind;
- 87And he, as one, might 'midst the many stand
- 88Unheeded, searching through the crowd to find
- 89Fit speculation--such as in strange land
- 90He found in wonder-works of God and Nature's hand.
- 91But who can view the ripened rose, nor seek
- 92To wear it? who can curiously behold
- 93The smoothness and the sheen of Beauty's cheek,
- 94Nor feel the heart can never all grow old?
- 95Who can contemplate Fame through clouds unfold
- 96The star which rises o'er her steep, nor climb?
- 97Harold, once more within the vortex, rolled
- 98On with the giddy circle, chasing Time,
- 99Yet with a nobler aim than in his Youth's fond prime.
- 100But soon he knew himself the most unfit
- 101Of men to herd with Man, with whom he held
- 102Little in common; untaught to submit
- 103His thoughts to others, though his soul was quelled
- 104In youth by his own thoughts; still uncompelled,
- 105He would not yield dominion of his mind
- 106To Spirits against whom his own rebelled,
- 107Proud though in desolation--which could find
- 108A life within itself, to breathe without mankind.
- 109Where rose the mountains, there to him were friends;
- 110Where rolled the ocean, thereon was his home;
- 111Where a blue sky, and glowing clime, extends,
- 112He had the passion and the power to roam;
- 113The desert, forest, cavern, breaker's foam,
- 114Were unto him companionship; they spake
- 115A mutual language, clearer than the tome
- 116Of his land's tongue, which he would oft forsake
- 117For Nature's pages glassed by sunbeams on the lake.
- 118Like the Chaldean, he could watch the stars,
- 119Till he had peopled them with beings bright
- 120As their own beams; and earth, and earth-born jars,
- 121And human frailties, were forgotten quite:
- 122Could he have kept his spirit to that flight
- 123He had been happy; but this clay will sink
- 124Its spark immortal, envying it the light
- 125To which it mounts, as if to break the link
- 126That keeps us from yon heaven which woos us to its brink.
- 127But in Man's dwellings he became a thing
- 128Restless and worn, and stern and wearisome,
- 129Drooped as a wild-born falcon with clipt wing,
- 130To whom the boundless air alone were home:
- 131Then came his fit again, which to o'ercome,
- 132As eagerly the barred-up bird will beat
- 133His breast and beak against his wiry dome
- 134Till the blood tinge his plumage--so the heat
- 135Of his impeded Soul would through his bosom eat.
- 136Self-exiled Harold wanders forth again, With nought of
- 137Hope left--but with less of gloom;
- 138The very knowledge that he lived in vain,
- 139That all was over on this side the tomb,
- 140Had made Despair a smilingness assume,
- 141Which, though 'twere wild,--as on the plundered wreck
- 142When mariners would madly meet their doom
- 143With draughts intemperate on the sinking deck,--
- 144Did yet inspire a cheer, which he forbore to check.
- 145Stop!--for thy tread is on an Empire's dust!
- 146An Earthquake's spoil is sepulchred below!
- 147Is the spot marked with no colossal bust?
- 148Nor column trophied for triumphal show?
- 149None; but the moral's truth tells simpler so.--
- 150As the ground was before, thus let it be;--
- 151How that red rain hath made the harvest grow!
- 152And is this all the world has gained by thee,
- 153Thou first and last of Fields! king-making Victory?
- 154And Harold stands upon this place of skulls,
- 155The grave of France, the deadly Waterloo!
- 156How in an hour the Power which gave annuls
- 157Its gifts, transferring fame as fleeting too!--
- 158In "pride of place" here last the Eagle flew,
- 159Then tore with bloody talon the rent plain,
- 160Pierced by the shaft of banded nations through;
- 161Ambition's life and labours all were vain--
- 162He wears the shattered links of the World's broken chain.
- 163Fit retribution! Gaul may champ the bit
- 164And foam in fetters;--but is Earth more free?
- 165Did nations combat to make One submit?
- 166Or league to teach all Kings true Sovereignty?
- 167What! shall reviving Thraldom again be
- 168The patched-up Idol of enlightened days?
- 169Shall we, who struck the Lion down, shall we
- 170Pay the Wolf homage? proffering lowly gaze
- 171And servile knees to Thrones? No! prove before ye praise!
- 172If not, o'er one fallen Despot boast no more!
- 173In vain fair cheeks were furrowed with hot tears
- 174For Europe's flowers long rooted up before
- 175The trampler of her vineyards; in vain, years
- 176Of death, depopulation, bondage, fears,
- 177Have all been borne, and broken by the accord
- 178Of roused-up millions: all that most endears
- 179Glory, is when the myrtle wreathes a Sword,
- 180Such as Harmodius drew on Athens' tyrant Lord.
- 181There was a sound of revelry by night,
- 182And Belgium's Capital had gathered then
- 183Her Beauty and her Chivalry--and bright
- 184The lamps shone o'er fair women and brave men;
- 185A thousand hearts beat happily; and when
- 186Music arose with its voluptuous swell,
- 187Soft eyes looked love to eyes which spake again,
- 188And all went merry as a marriage bell;
- 189But hush! hark! a deep sound strikes like a rising knell!
- 190Did ye not hear it?--No--'twas but the Wind,
- 191Or the car rattling o'er the stony street;
- 192On with the dance! let joy be unconfined;
- 193No sleep till morn, when Youth and Pleasure meet
- 194To chase the glowing Hours with flying feet--
- 195But hark!--that heavy sound breaks in once more,
- 196As if the clouds its echo would repeat;
- 197And nearer--clearer--deadlier than before!
- 198Arm! Arm! it is--it is--the cannon's opening roar!
- 199Within a windowed niche of that high hall
- 200Sate Brunswick's fated Chieftain; he did hear
- 201That sound the first amidst the festival,
- 202And caught its tone with Death's prophetic ear;
- 203And when they smiled because he deemed it near,
- 204His heart more truly knew that peal too well
- 205Which stretched his father on a bloody bier,
- 206And roused the vengeance blood alone could quell;
- 207He rushed into the field, and, foremost fighting, fell.
- 208Ah! then and there was hurrying to and fro--
- 209And gathering tears, and tremblings of distress,
- 210And cheeks all pale, which but an hour ago
- 211Blushed at the praise of their own loveliness--
- 212And there were sudden partings, such as press
- 213The life from out young hearts, and choking sighs
- 214Which ne'er might be repeated; who could guess
- 215If ever more should meet those mutual eyes,
- 216Since upon night so sweet such awful morn could rise!
- 217And there was mounting in hot haste--the steed,
- 218The mustering squadron, and the clattering car,
- 219Went pouring forward with impetuous speed,
- 220And swiftly forming in the ranks of war--
- 221And the deep thunder peal on peal afar;
- 222And near, the beat of the alarming drum
- 223Roused up the soldier ere the Morning Star;
- 224While thronged the citizens with terror dumb,
- 225Or whispering, with white lips--"The foe! They come! they come!"
- 226And wild and high the "Cameron's Gathering" rose!
- 227The war-note of Lochiel, which Albyn's hills
- 228Have heard, and heard, too, have her Saxon foes;--
- 229How in the noon of night that pibroch thrills,
- 230Savage and shrill! But with the breath which fills
- 231Their mountain-pipe, so fill the mountaineers
- 232With the fierce native daring which instils
- 233The stirring memory of a thousand years,
- 234And Evan's--Donald's fame rings in each clansman's ears!
- 235And Ardennes waves above them her green leaves,
- 236Dewy with Nature's tear-drops, as they pass--
- 237Grieving, if aught inanimate e'er grieves,
- 238Over the unreturning brave,--alas!
- 239Ere evening to be trodden like the grass
- 240Which now beneath them, but above shall grow
- 241In its next verdure, when this fiery mass
- 242Of living Valour, rolling on the foe
- 243And burning with high Hope, shall moulder cold and low.
- 244Last noon beheld them full of lusty life;--
- 245Last eve in Beauty's circle proudly gay;
- 246The Midnight brought the signal-sound of strife,
- 247The Morn the marshalling in arms,--the Day
- 248Battle's magnificently-stern array!
- 249The thunder-clouds close o'er it, which when rent
- 250The earth is covered thick with other clay
- 251Which her own clay shall cover, heaped
and pent,
- 252Rider and horse,--friend,--foe,--in one red burial blent!
- 253Their praise is hymned by loftier harps than mine;
- 254Yet one I would select from that proud throng,
- 255Partly because they blend me with his line,
- 256And partly that I did his Sire some wrong,
- 257And partly that bright names will hallow song;
- 258And his was of the bravest, and when showered
- 259The death-bolts deadliest the thinned files along,
- 260Even where the thickest of War's tempest lowered,
- 261They reached no nobler breast than thine, young, gallant Howard!
- 262There have been tears and breaking hearts for thee,
- 263And mine were nothing, had I such to give;
- 264But when I stood beneath the fresh green tree,
- 265Which living waves where thou didst cease to live,
- 266And saw around me the wide field revive
- 267With fruits and fertile promise, and the
- 268Spring Come forth her work of gladness to contrive,
- 269With all her reckless birds upon the wing,
- 270I turned from all she brought to those she could not bring.
- 271I turned to thee, to thousands, of whom each
- 272And one as all a ghastly gap did make
- 273In his own kind and kindred, whom to teach
- 274Forgetfulness were mercy for their sake;
- 275The Archangel's trump, not Glory's, must awake
- 276Those whom they thirst for; though the sound of Fame
- 277May for a moment soothe, it cannot slake
- 278The fever of vain longing, and the name
- 279So honoured but assumes a stronger, bitterer claim.
- 280They mourn, but smile at length--and, smiling, mourn:
- 281The tree will wither long before it fall;
- 282The hull drives on, though mast and sail be torn;
- 283The roof-tree sinks, but moulders on the hall
- 284In massy hoariness; the ruined wall
- 285Stands when its wind-worn battlements are gone;
- 286The bars survive the captive they enthral;
- 287The day drags through though storms keep out the sun;
- 288And thus the heart will break, yet brokenly live on:
- 289Even as a broken Mirror, which the glass
- 290In every fragment multiplies--and makes
- 291A thousand images of one that was,
- 292The same--and still the more, the more it breaks;
- 293And thus the heart will do which not forsakes,
- 294Living in shattered guise; and still, and cold,
- 295And bloodless, with its sleepless sorrow aches,
- 296Yet withers on till all without is old,
- 297Showing no visible sign, for such things are untold.
- 298There is a very life in our despair,
- 299Vitality of poison,--a quick root
- 300Which feeds these deadly branches; for it were
- 301As nothing did we die; but Life will suit
- 302Itself to Sorrow's most detested fruit,
- 303Like to the apples on the Dead Sea's shore,
- 304All ashes to the taste: Did man compute
- 305Existence by enjoyment, and count o'er
- 306Such hours 'gainst years of life,--say, would he name threescore?
- 307The Psalmist numbered out the years of man:
- 308They are enough; and if thy tale be true,
- 309Thou, who didst grudge him even that fleeting span,
- 310More than enough, thou fatal Waterloo!
- 311Millions of tongues record thee, and anew
- 312Their children's lips shall echo them, and say--
- 313"Here, where the sword united nations drew,
- 314Our countrymen were warring on that day!"
- 315And this is much--and all--which will not pass away.
- 316There sunk the greatest, nor the worst of men,
- 317Whose Spirit, antithetically mixed,
- 318One moment of the mightiest, and again
- 319On little objects with like firmness fixed;
- 320Extreme in all things! hadst thou been betwixt,
- 321Thy throne had still been thine, or never been;
- 322For Daring made thy rise as fall: thou seek'st
- 323Even now to re-assume the imperial mien,
- 324And shake again the world, the Thunderer of the scene!
- 325Conqueror and Captive of the Earth art thou!
- 326She trembles at thee still, and thy wild name
- 327Was ne'er more bruited in men's minds than now
- 328That thou art nothing, save the jest of Fame,
- 329Who wooed thee once, thy Vassal, and became
- 330The flatterer of thy fierceness--till thou wert
- 331A God unto thyself; nor less the same
- 332To the astounded kingdoms all inert,
- 333Who deemed thee for a time whate'er thou didst assert.
- 334Oh, more or less than man--in high or low--
- 335Battling with nations, flying from the field;
- 336Now making monarchs' necks thy footstool, now
- 337More than thy meanest soldier taught to yield;
- 338An Empire thou couldst crush, command, rebuild,
- 339But govern not thy pettiest passion, nor,
- 340However deeply in men's spirits skilled,
- 341Look through thine own, nor curb the lust of War,
- 342Nor learn that tempted Fate will leave the loftiest Star.
- 343Yet well thy soul hath brooked the turning tide
- 344With that untaught innate philosophy,
- 345Which, be it Wisdom, Coldness, or deep Pride,
- 346Is gall and wormwood to an enemy.
- 347When the whole host of hatred stood hard by,
- 348To watch and mock thee shrinking, thou hast smiled
- 349With a sedate and all-enduring eye;--
- 350When Fortune fled her spoiled and favourite child,
- 351He stood unbowed beneath the ills upon him piled.
- 352Sager than in thy fortunes; for in them
- 353Ambition steeled thee on too far to show
- 354That just habitual scorn, which could contemn
- 355Men and their thoughts; 'twas wise to feel, not so
- 356To wear it ever on thy lip and brow,
- 357And spurn the instruments thou wert to use
- 358Till they were turned unto thine overthrow:
- 359'Tis but a worthless world to win or lose;
- 360So hath it proved to thee, and all such lot who choose.
- 361If, like a tower upon a headlong rock,
- 362Thou hadst been made to stand or fall alone,
- 363Such scorn of man had helped to brave the shock;
- 364But men's thoughts were the steps which paved thy throne,
- 365Their admiration thy best weapon shone;
- 366The part of Philip's son was thine, not then
- 367(Unless aside thy Purple had been thrown)
- 368Like stern Diogenes to mock at men--
- 369For sceptred Cynics Earth were far too wide a den.
- 370But Quiet to quick bosoms is a Hell,
- 371And there hath been thy bane; there is a fire
- 372And motion of the Soul which will not dwell
- 373In its own narrow being, but aspire
- 374Beyond the fitting medium of desire;
- 375And, but once kindled, quenchless evermore,
- 376Preys upon high adventure, nor can tire
- 377Of aught but rest; a fever at the core,
- 378Fatal to him who bears, to all who ever bore.
- 379This makes the madmen who have made men mad
- 380By their contagion; Conquerors and Kings,
- 381Founders of sects and systems, to whom add
- 382Sophists, Bards, Statesmen, all unquiet things
- 383Which stir too strongly the soul's secret springs,
- 384And are themselves the fools to those they fool;
- 385Envied, yet how unenviable! what stings
- 386Are theirs! One breast laid open were a school
- 387Which would unteach Mankind the lust to shine or rule:
- 388Their breath is agitation, and their life
- 389A storm whereon they ride, to sink at last,
- 390And yet so nursed and bigoted to strife,
- 391That should their days, surviving perils past,
- 392Melt to calm twilight, they feel overcast
- 393With sorrow and supineness, and so die;
- 394Even as a flame unfed, which runs to waste
- 395With its own flickering, or a sword laid by,
- 396Which eats into itself, and rusts ingloriously.
- 397He who ascends to mountain-tops, shall find
- 398The loftiest peaks most wrapt in clouds and snow;
- 399He who surpasses or subdues mankind,
- 400Must look down on the hate of those below.
- 401Though high above the Sun of Glory glow,
- 402And far beneath the Earth and Ocean spread,
- 403Round him are icy rocks, and loudly blow
- 404Contending tempests on his naked head,
- 405And thus reward the toils which to those summits led.
- 406Away with these! true Wisdom's world will be
- 407Within its own creation, or in thine,
- 408Maternal Nature! for who teems like thee,
- 409Thus on the banks of thy majestic Rhine?
- 410There Harold gazes on a work divine,
- 411A blending of all beauties; streams and dells,
- 412Fruit, foliage, crag, wood, cornfield, mountain, vine,
- 413And chiefless castles breathing stern farewells
- 414From gray but leafy walls, where Ruin greenly dwells.
- 415And there they stand, as stands a lofty mind,
- 416Worn, but unstooping to the baser crowd,
- 417All tenantless, save to the crannying Wind,
- 418Or holding dark communion with the Cloud
- 419There was a day when they were young and proud;
- 420Banners on high, and battles passed below;
- 421But they who fought are in a bloody shroud,
- 422And those which waved are shredless dust ere now,
- 423And the bleak battlements shall bear no future blow.
- 424Beneath these battlements, within those walls,
- 425Power dwelt amidst her passions; in proud state
- 426Each robber chief upheld his arméd halls,
- 427Doing his evil will, nor less elate
- 428Than mightier heroes of a longer date.
- 429What want these outlaws conquerors should have
- 430But History's purchased page to call them great?
- 431A wider space--an ornamented grave?
- 432Their hopes were not less warm, their souls were full as brave.
- 433In their baronial feuds and single fields,
- 434What deeds of prowess unrecorded died!
- 435And Love, which lent a blazon to their shields,
- 436With emblems well devised by amorous pride,
- 437Through all the mail of iron hearts would glide;
- 438But still their flame was fierceness, and drew on
- 439Keen contest and destruction near allied,
- 440And many a tower for some fair mischief won,
- 441Saw the discoloured Rhine beneath its ruin run.
- 442But Thou, exulting and abounding river!
- 443Making thy waves a blessing as they flow
- 444Through banks whose beauty would endure for ever
- 445Could man but leave thy bright creation so,
- 446Nor its fair promise from the surface mow
- 447With the sharp scythe of conflict, then to see
- 448Thy valley of sweet waters, were to know
- 449Earth paved like Heaven--and to seem such to me,
- 450Even now what wants thy stream?--that it should Lethe be.
- 451A thousand battles have assailed thy banks,
- 452But these and half their fame have passed away,
- 453And Slaughter heaped on high his weltering ranks:
- 454Their very graves are gone, and what are they?
- 455Thy tide washed down the blood of yesterday,
- 456And all was stainless, and on thy clear stream
- 457Glassed, with its dancing light, the sunny ray;
- 458But o'er the blacken'd memory's blighting dream
- 459Thy waves would vainly roll, all sweeping as they seem.
- 460Thus Harold inly said, and passed along,
- 461Yet not insensible to all which here
- 462Awoke the jocund birds to early song
- 463In glens which might have made even exile dear:
- 464Though on his brow were graven lines austere,
- 465And tranquil sternness, which had ta'en the place
- 466Of feelings fierier far but less severe--
- 467Joy was not always absent from his face,
- 468But o'er it in such scenes would steal with transient trace.
- 469Nor was all Love shut from him, though his days
- 470Of Passion had consumed themselves to dust.
- 471It is in vain that we would coldly gaze
- 472On such as smile upon us; the heart must
- 473Leap kindly back to kindness, though Disgust
- 474Hath weaned it from all worldlings: thus he felt,
- 475For there was soft Remembrance, and sweet Trust
- 476In one fond breast, to which his own would melt,
- 477And in its tenderer hour on that his bosom dwelt.
- 478And he had learned to love,--I know not why,
- 479For this in such as him seems strange of mood,
- 480The helpless looks of blooming Infancy,
- 481Even in its earliest nurture; what subdued,
- 482To change like this, a mind so far imbued
- 483With scorn of man, it little boots to know;
- 484But thus it was; and though in solitude
- 485Small power the nipped affections have to grow,
- 486In him this glowed when all beside had ceased to glow.
- 487And there was one soft breast, as hath been said,
- 488Which unto his was bound by stronger ties
- 489Than the church links withal; and--though unwed,
- 490That love was pure--and, far above disguise,
- 491Had stood the test of mortal enmities
- 492Still undivided, and cemented more
- 493By peril, dreaded most in female eyes;
- 494But this was firm, and from a foreign shore
- 495Well to that heart might his these absent greetings pour!
- 496The castled Crag of Drachenfels
- 497Frowns o'er the wide and winding Rhine,
- 498Whose breast of waters broadly swells
- 499Between the banks which bear the vine,
- 500And hills all rich with blossomed trees,
- 501And fields which promise corn and wine,
- 502And scattered cities crowning these,
- 503Whose far white walls along them shine,
- 504Have strewed a scene, which I should see
- 505With double joy wert thou with me.
- 506And peasant girls, with deep blue eyes,
- 507And hands which offer early flowers,
- 508Walk smiling o'er this Paradise;
- 509Above, the frequent feudal towers
- 510Through green leaves lift their walls of gray;
- 511And many a rock which steeply lowers,
- 512And noble arch in proud decay,
- 513Look o'er this vale of vintage-bowers;
- 514But one thing want these banks of Rhine,--
- 515Thy gentle hand to clasp in mine!
- 516I send the lilies given to me--
- 517Though long before thy hand they touch,
- 518I know that they must withered be,
- 519But yet reject them not as such;
- 520For I have cherished them as dear,
- 521Because they yet may meet thine eye,
- 522And guide thy soul to mine even here,
- 523When thou behold'st them drooping nigh,
- 524And know'st them gathered by the Rhine,
- 525And offered from my heart to thine!
- 526The river nobly foams and flows--
- 527The charm of this enchanted ground,
- 528And all its thousand turns disclose
- 529Some fresher beauty varying round:
- 530The haughtiest breast its wish might bound
- 531Through life to dwell delighted here;
- 532Nor could on earth a spot be found
- 533To Nature and to me so dear--
- 534Could thy dear eyes in following mine
- 535Still sweeten more these banks of Rhine!
- 536By Coblentz, on a rise of gentle ground,
- 537There is a small and simple Pyramid,
- 538Crowning the summit of the verdant mound;
- 539Beneath its base are Heroes' ashes hid--
- 540Our enemy's--but let not that forbid
- 541Honour to Marceau! o'er whose early tomb
- 542Tears, big tears, gushed from the rough soldier's lid,
- 543Lamenting and yet envying such a doom,
- 544Falling for France, whose rights he battled to resume.
- 545Brief, brave, and glorious was his young career,--
- 546His mourners were two hosts, his friends and foes;
- 547And fitly may the stranger lingering here
- 548Pray for his gallant Spirit's bright repose;--
- 549For he was Freedom's Champion, one of those,
- 550The few in number, who had not o'erstept
- 551The charter to chastise which she bestows
- 552On such as wield her weapons; he had kept
- 553The whiteness of his soul--and thus men o'er him wept.
- 554Here Ehrenbreitstein, with her shattered wall
- 555Black with the miner's blast, upon her height
- 556Yet shows of what she was, when shell and ball
- 557Rebounding idly on her strength did light:--
- 558A Tower of Victory! from whence the flight
- 559Of baffled foes was watched along the plain:
- 560But Peace destroyed what War could never blight,
- 561And laid those proud roofs bare to Summer's rain--
- 562On which the iron shower for years had poured in vain.
- 563Adieu to thee, fair Rhine! How long delighted
- 564The stranger fain would linger on his way!
- 565Thine is a scene alike where souls united
- 566Or lonely Contemplation thus might stray;
- 567And could the ceaseless vultures cease to prey
- 568On self-condemning bosoms, it were here,
- 569Where Nature, nor too sombre nor too gay,
- 570Wild but not rude, awful yet not austere,
- 571Is to the mellow Earth as Autumn to the year.
- 572Adieu to thee again! a vain adieu!
- 573There can be no farewell to scene like thine;
- 574The mind is coloured by thy every hue;
- 575And if reluctantly the eyes resign
- 576Their cherished gaze upon thee, lovely Rhine!
- 577'Tis with the thankful glance of parting praise;
- 578More mighty spots may rise--more glaring shine,
- 579But none unite in one attaching maze
- 580The brilliant, fair, and soft,--the glories of old days,
- 581The negligently grand, the fruitful bloom
- 582Of coming ripeness, the white city's sheen,
- 583The rolling stream, the precipice's gloom,
- 584The forest's growth, and Gothic walls between,--
- 585The wild rocks shaped, as they had turrets been,
- 586In mockery of man's art; and these withal
- 587A race of faces happy as the scene,
- 588Whose fertile bounties here extend to all,
- 589Still springing o'er thy banks, though Empires near them fall.
- 590But these recede. Above me are the Alps,
- 591The Palaces of Nature, whose vast walls
- 592Have pinnacled in clouds their snowy scalps,
- 593And throned Eternity in icy halls
- 594Of cold Sublimity, where forms and falls
- 595The Avalanche--the thunderbolt of snow!
- 596All that expands the spirit, yet appals,
- 597Gather around these summits, as to show
- 598How Earth may pierce to Heaven, yet leave vain man below.
- 599But ere these matchless heights I dare to scan,
- 600There is a spot should not be passed in vain,--
- 601Morat! the proud, the patriot field! where man
- 602May gaze on ghastly trophies of the slain,
- 603Nor blush for those who conquered on that plain;
- 604Here Burgundy bequeathed his tombless host,
- 605A bony heap, through ages to remain,
- 606Themselves their monument; --the Stygian coast
- 607Unsepulchred they roamed, and shrieked each
- 608wandering ghost.
- 609While Waterloo with Cannæ's carnage vies,
- 610Morat and Marathon twin names shall stand;
- 611They were true Glory's stainless victories,
- 612Won by the unambitious heart and hand
- 613Of a proud, brotherly, and civic band,
- 614All unbought champions in no princely cause
- 615Of vice-entailed Corruption; they no land
- 616Doomed to bewail the blasphemy of laws
- 617Making Kings' rights divine, by some Draconic clause.
- 618By a lone wall a lonelier column rears
- 619A gray and grief-worn aspect of old days;
- 620'Tis the last remnant of the wreck of years,
- 621And looks as with the wild-bewildered gaze
- 622Of one to stone converted by amaze,
- 623Yet still with consciousness; and there it stands
- 624Making a marvel that it not decays,
- 625When the coeval pride of human hands,
- 626Levelled Aventicum, hath strewed her subject lands.
- 627And there--oh! sweet and sacred be the name!--
- 628Julia--the daughter--the devoted--gave
- 629Her youth to Heaven; her heart, beneath a claim
- 630Nearest to Heaven's, broke o'er a father's grave.
- 631Justice is sworn 'gainst tears, and hers would crave
- 632The life she lived in--but the Judge was just--
- 633And then she died on him she could not save.
- 634Their tomb was simple, and without a bust,
- 635And held within their urn one mind--one heart--one dust.
- 636But these are deeds which should not pass away,
- 637And names that must not wither, though the Earth
- 638Forgets her empires with a just decay,
- 639The enslavers and the enslaved--their death and birth;
- 640The high, the mountain-majesty of Worth
- 641Should be--and shall, survivor of its woe,
- 642And from its immortality, look forth
- 643In the sun's face, like yonder Alpine snow,
- 644Imperishably pure beyond all things below.
- 645Lake Leman woos me with its crystal face,
- 646The mirror where the stars and mountains view
- 647The stillness of their aspect in each trace
- 648Its clear depth yields of their far height and hue:
- 649There is too much of Man here, to look through
- 650With a fit mind the might which I behold;
- 651But soon in me shall Loneliness renew
- 652Thoughts hid, but not less cherished than of old,
- 653Ere mingling with the herd had penned me in their fold.
- 654To fly from, need not be to hate, mankind:
- 655All are not fit with them to stir and toil,
- 656Nor is it discontent to keep the mind
- 657Deep in its fountain, lest it overboil
- 658In the hot throng, where we become the spoil
- 659Of our infection, till too late and long
- 660We may deplore and struggle with the coil,
- 661In wretched interchange of wrong for wrong
- 662Midst a contentious world, striving where none are strong.
- 663There, in a moment, we may plunge our years
- 664In fatal penitence, and in the blight
- 665Of our own Soul turn all our blood to tears,
- 666And colour things to come with hues of Night;
- 667The race of life becomes a hopeless flight
- 668To those that walk in darkness: on the sea
- 669The boldest steer but where their ports invite--
- 670But there are wanderers o'er Eternity
- 671Whose bark drives on and on, and anchored ne'er shall be.
- 672Is it not better, then, to be alone,
- 673And love Earth only for its earthly sake?
- 674By the blue rushing of the arrowy Rhone,
- 675Or the pure bosom of its nursing Lake,
- 676Which feeds it as a mother who doth make
- 677A fair but froward infant her own care,
- 678Kissing its cries away as these awake;--
- 679Is it not better thus our lives to wear,
- 680Than join the crushing crowd, doomed to inflict or bear?
- 681I live not in myself, but I become
- 682Portion of that around me; and to me
- 683High mountains are a feeling, but the hum
- 684Of human cities torture: I can see
- 685Nothing to loathe in Nature, save to be
- 686A link reluctant in a fleshly chain,
- 687Classed among creatures, when the soul can flee,
- 688And with the sky--the peak--the heaving plain
- 689Of Ocean, or the stars, mingle--and not in vain.
- 690And thus I am absorbed, and this is life:--
- 691I look upon the peopled desert past,
- 692As on a place of agony and strife,
- 693Where, for some sin, to Sorrow I was cast,
- 694To act and suffer, but remount at last
- 695With a fresh pinion; which I feel to spring,
- 696Though young, yet waxing vigorous as the Blast
- 697Which it would cope with, on delighted wing,
- 698Spurning the clay-cold bonds which round our being cling.
- 699And when, at length, the mind shall be all free
- 700From what it hates in this degraded form,
- 701Reft of its carnal life, save what shall be
- 702Existent happier in the fly and worm,--
- 703When Elements to Elements conform,
- 704And dust is as it should be, shall I not
- 705Feel all I see less dazzling but more warm?
- 706The bodiless thought? the Spirit of each spot?
- 707Of which, even now, I share at times the immortal lot?
- 708Are not the mountains, waves, and skies, a part
- 709Of me and of my Soul, as I of them?
- 710Is not the love of these deep in my heart
- 711With a pure passion? should I not contemn
- 712All objects, if compared with these? and stem
- 713A tide of suffering, rather than forego
- 714Such feelings for the hard and worldly phlegm
- 715Of those whose eyes are only turned below,
- 716Gazing upon the ground, with thoughts which dare not glow?
- 717But this is not my theme; and I return
- 718To that which is immediate, and require
- 719Those who find contemplation in the urn,
- 720To look on One, whose dust was once all fire,--
- 721A native of the land where I respire
- 722The clear air for a while--a passing guest,
- 723Where he became a being,--whose desire
- 724Was to be glorious; 'twas a foolish quest,
- 725The which to gain and keep, he sacrificed all rest.
- 726Here the self-torturing sophist, wild Rousseau,
- 727The apostle of Affliction, he who threw
- 728Enchantment over Passion, and from Woe
- 729Wrung overwhelming eloquence, first drew
- 730The breath which made him wretched; yet he knew
- 731How to make Madness beautiful, and cast
- 732O'er erring deeds and thoughts, a heavenly hue
- 733Of words, like sunbeams, dazzling as they past
- 734The eyes, which o'er them shed tears feelingly and fast.
- 735His love was Passion's essence--as a tree
- 736On fire by lightning; with ethereal flame
- 737Kindled he was, and blasted; for to be
- 738Thus, and enamoured, were in him the same.
- 739But his was not the love of living dame,
- 740Nor of the dead who rise upon our dreams,
- 741But of ideal Beauty, which became
- 742In him existence, and o'erflowing teems
- 743Along his burning page, distempered though it seems.
- 744This breathed itself to life in Julie, this
- 745Invested her with all that's wild and sweet;
- 746This hallowed, too, the memorable kiss
- 747Which every morn his fevered lip would greet,
- 748From hers, who but with friendship his would meet;
- 749But to that gentle touch, through brain and breast
- 750Flashed the thrilled Spirit's love-devouring heat;
- 751In that absorbing sigh perchance more blest
- 752Than vulgar minds may be with all they seek possest.
- 753His life was one long war with self-sought foes,
- 754Or friends by him self-banished; for his mind
- 755Had grown Suspicion's sanctuary, and chose,
- 756For its own cruel sacrifice, the kind,
- 757'Gainst whom he raged with fury strange and blind.
- 758But he was phrensied, wherefore, who may know?
- 759Since cause might be which Skill could never find;
- 760But he was phrensied by disease or woe,
- 761To that worst pitch of all, which wears a reasoning show.
- 762For then he was inspired, and from him came,
- 763As from the Pythian's mystic cave of yore,
- 764Those oracles which set the world in flame,
- 765Nor ceased to burn till kingdoms were no more:
- 766Did he not this for France? which lay before
- 767Bowed to the inborn tyranny of years?
- 768Broken and trembling to the yoke she bore,
- 769Till by the voice of him and his compeers,
- 770Roused up to too much wrath which follows o'ergrown fears?
- 771They made themselves a fearful monument!
- 772The wreck of old opinions--things which grew,
- 773Breathed from the birth of Time: the veil they rent,
- 774And what behind it lay, all earth shall view.
- 775But good with ill they also overthrew,
- 776Leaving but ruins, wherewith to rebuild
- 777Upon the same foundation, and renew
- 778Dungeons and thrones, which the same hour refilled,
- 779As heretofore, because Ambition was self-willed.
- 780But this will not endure, nor be endured!
- 781Mankind have felt their strength, and made it felt.
- 782They might have used it better, but, allured
- 783By their new vigour, sternly have they dealt
- 784On one another; Pity ceased to melt
- 785With her once natural charities. But they,
- 786Who in Oppression's darkness caved had dwelt,
- 787They were not eagles, nourished with the day;
- 788What marvel then, at times, if they mistook their prey?
- 789What deep wounds ever closed without a scar?
- 790The heart's bleed longest, and but heal to wear
- 791That which disfigures it; and they who war
- 792With their own hopes, and have been vanquished, bear
- 793Silence, but not submission: in his lair
- 794Fixed Passion holds his breath, until the hour
- 795Which shall atone for years; none need despair:
- 796It came--it cometh--and will come,--the power
- 797To punish or forgive--in one we shall be slower.
- 798Clear, placid Leman! thy contrasted lake,
- 799With the wild world I dwelt in, is a thing
- 800Which warns me, with its stillness, to forsake
- 801Earth's troubled waters for a purer spring.
- 802This quiet sail is as a noiseless wing
- 803To waft me from distraction; once I loved
- 804Torn Ocean's roar, but thy soft murmuring
- 805Sounds sweet as if a Sister's voice reproved,
- 806That I with stern delights should e'er have been so moved.
- 807It is the hush of night, and all between
- 808Thy margin and the mountains, dusk, yet clear,
- 809Mellowed and mingling, yet distinctly seen,
- 810Save darkened Jura, whose capt heights appear
- 811Precipitously steep; and drawing near,
- 812There breathes a living fragrance from the shore,
- 813Of flowers yet fresh with childhood; on the ear
- 814Drops the light drip of the suspended oar,
- 815Or chirps the grasshopper one good-night carol more.
- 816He is an evening reveller, who makes
- 817His life an infancy, and sings his fill;
- 818At intervals, some bird from out the brakes
- 819Starts into voice a moment, then is still.
- 820There seems a floating whisper on the hill,
- 821But that is fancy--for the Starlight dews
- 822All silently their tears of Love instil,
- 823Weeping themselves away, till they infuse
- 824Deep into Nature's breast the spirit of her hues.
- 825Ye Stars! which are the poetry of Heaven!
- 826If in your bright leaves we would read the fate
- 827Of men and empires,--'tis to be forgiven,
- 828That in our aspirations to be great,
- 829Our destinies o'erleap their mortal state,
- 830And claim a kindred with you; for ye are
- 831A Beauty and a Mystery, and create
- 832In us such love and reverence from afar,
- 833That Fortune,--Fame,--Power,--Life, have named themselves a Star.
- 834All Heaven and Earth are still--though not in sleep,
- 835But breathless, as we grow when feeling most;
- 836And silent, as we stand in thoughts too deep:--
- 837All Heaven and Earth are still: From the high host
- 838Of stars, to the lulled lake and mountain-coast,
- 839All is concentered in a life intense,
- 840Where not a beam, nor air, nor leaf is lost,
- 841But hath a part of Being, and a sense
- 842Of that which is of all Creator and Defence.
- 843Then stirs the feeling infinite, so felt
- 844In solitude, where we are least alone;
- 845A truth, which through our being then doth melt,
- 846And purifies from self: it is a tone,
- 847The soul and source of Music, which makes known
- 848Eternal harmony, and sheds a charm
- 849Like to the fabled Cytherea's zone,
- 850Binding all things with beauty;--'twould disarm
- 851The spectre Death, had he substantial power to harm.
- 852Not vainly did the early Persian make
- 853His altar the high places, and the peak
- 854Of earth-o'ergazing mountains, --and thus take
- 855A fit and unwalled temple, there to seek
- 856The Spirit, in whose honour shrines are weak
- 857Upreared of human hands. Come, and compare
- 858Columns and idol-dwellings--Goth or Greek--
- 859With Nature's realms of worship, earth and air--
- 860Nor fix on fond abodes to circumscribe thy prayer!
- 861The sky is changed!--and such a change! Oh Night,
- 862And Storm, and Darkness, ye are wondrous strong,
- 863Yet lovely in your strength, as is the light
- 864Of a dark eye in Woman! Far along,
- 865From peak to peak, the rattling crags among
- 866Leaps the live thunder! Not from one lone cloud,
- 867But every mountain now hath found a tongue,
- 868And Jura answers, through her misty shroud,
- 869Back to the joyous Alps, who call to her aloud!
- 870And this is in the Night:--Most glorious Night!
- 871Thou wert not sent for slumber! let me be
- 872A sharer in thy fierce and far delight,--
- 873A portion of the tempest and of thee!
- 874How the lit lake shines, a phosphoric sea,
- 875And the big rain comes dancing to the earth!
- 876And now again 'tis black,--and now, the glee
- 877Of the loud hills shakes with its mountain-mirth,
- 878As if they did rejoice o'er a young Earthquake's birth.
- 879Now, where the swift Rhone cleaves his way between
- 880Heights which appear as lovers who have parted
- 881In hate, whose mining depths so intervene,
- 882That they can meet no more, though broken-hearted:
- 883Though in their souls, which thus each other thwarted,
- 884Love was the very root of the fond rage
- 885Which blighted their life's bloom, and then departed:--
- 886Itself expired, but leaving them an age
- 887Of years all winters,--war within themselves to wage:
- 888Now, where the quick Rhone thus hath cleft his way,
- 889The mightiest of the storms hath ta'en his stand:
- 890For here, not one, but many, make their play,
- 891And fling their thunder-bolts from hand to hand,
- 892Flashing and cast around: of all the band,
- 893The brightest through these parted hills hath forked
- 894His lightnings,--as if he did understand,
- 895That in such gaps as Desolation worked,
- 896There the hot shaft should blast whatever therein lurked.
- 897Sky--Mountains--River--Winds--Lake--Lightnings! ye!
- 898With night, and clouds, and thunder--and a Soul
- 899To make these felt and feeling, well may be
- 900Things that have made me watchful; the far roll
- 901Of your departing voices, is the knoll Of what in me is sleepless,--if I rest.
- 902But where of ye, O Tempests! is the goal?
- 903Are ye like those within the human breast?
- 904Or do ye find, at length, like eagles, some high nest?
- 905Could I embody and unbosom now
- 906That which is most within me,--could I wreak
- 907My thoughts upon expression, and thus throw
- 908Soul--heart--mind--passions--feelings--strong or weak--
- 909All that I would have sought, and all I seek,
- 910Bear, know, feel--and yet breathe--into one word,
- 911And that one word were Lightning, I would speak;
- 912But as it is, I live and die unheard,
- 913With a most voiceless thought, sheathing it as a sword.
- 914The Morn is up again, the dewy Morn,
- 915With breath all incense, and with cheek all bloom--
- 916Laughing the clouds away with playful scorn,
- 917And living as if earth contained no tomb,--
- 918And glowing into day: we may resume
- 919The march of our existence: and thus I,
- 920Still on thy shores, fair Leman! may find room
- 921And food for meditation, nor pass by
- 922Much, that may give us pause, if pondered fittingly.
- 923Clarens! sweet Clarens birthplace of deep Love!
- 924Thine air is the young breath of passionate Thought;
- 925Thy trees take root in Love; the snows above,
- 926The very Glaciers have his colours caught,
- 927And Sun-set into rose-hues sees them wrought
- 928By rays which sleep there lovingly: the rocks,
- 929The permanent crags, tell here of Love, who sought
- 930In them a refuge from the worldly shocks,
- 931Which stir and sting the Soul with Hope that woos, then mocks.
- 932Clarens! by heavenly feet thy paths are trod,--
- 933Undying Love's, who here ascends a throne
- 934To which the steps are mountains; where the God
- 935Is a pervading Life and Light,--so shown
- 936Not on those summits solely, nor alone
- 937In the still cave and forest; o'er the flower
- 938His eye is sparkling, and his breath hath blown,
- 939His soft and summer breath, whose tender power
- 940Passes the strength of storms in their most desolate hour.
- 941All things are here of Him; from the black pines,
- 942Which are his shade on high, and the loud roar
- 943Of torrents, where he listeneth, to the vines
- 944Which slope his green path downward to the shore,
- 945Where the bowed Waters meet him, and adore,
- 946Kissing his feet with murmurs; and the Wood,
- 947The covert of old trees, with trunks all hoar,
- 948But light leaves, young as joy, stands where it stood,
- 949Offering to him, and his, a populous solitude.
- 950A populous solitude of bees and birds,
- 951And fairy-formed and many-coloured things,
- 952Who worship him with notes more sweet than words,
- 953And innocently open their glad wings,
- 954Fearless and full of life: the gush of springs,
- 955And fall of lofty fountains, and the bend
- 956Of stirring branches, and the bud which brings
- 957The swiftest thought of Beauty, here extend
- 958Mingling--and made by Love--unto one mighty end.
- 959He who hath loved not, here would learn that lore,
- 960And make his heart a spirit; he who knows
- 961That tender mystery, will love the more;
- 962For this is Love's recess, where vain men's woes,
- 963And the world's waste, have driven him far from those,
- 964For 'tis his nature to advance or die;
- 965He stands not still, but or decays, or grows
- 966Into a boundless blessing, which may vie
- 967With the immortal lights, in its eternity!
- 968'Twas not for fiction chose Rousseau this spot,
- 969Peopling it with affections; but he found
- 970It was the scene which Passion must allot
- 971To the Mind's purified beings; 'twas the ground
- 972Where early Love his Psyche's zone unbound,
- 973And hallowed it with loveliness: 'tis lone,
- 974And wonderful, and deep, and hath a sound,
- 975And sense, and sight of sweetness; here the Rhone
- 976Hath spread himself a couch, the Alps have reared a throne.
- 977Lausanne! and Ferney! ye have been the abodes
- 978Of Names which unto you bequeathed a name;
- 979Mortals, who sought and found, by dangerous roads,
- 980A path to perpetuity of Fame:
- 981They were gigantic minds, and their steep aim
- 982Was, Titan-like, on daring doubts to pile
- 983Thoughts which should call down thunder, and the flame
- 984Of Heaven again assailed--if Heaven, the while,
- 985On man and man's research could deign do more than smile.
- 986The one was fire and fickleness, a child
- 987Most mutable in wishes, but in mind
- 988A wit as various,--gay, grave, sage, or wild,--
- 989Historian, bard, philosopher, combined;
- 990He multiplied himself among mankind,
- 991The Proteus of their talents: But his own
- 992Breathed most in ridicule,--which, as the wind,
- 993Blew where it listed, laying all things prone,--
- 994Now to o'erthrow a fool, and now to shake a throne.
- 995The other, deep and slow, exhausting thought,
- 996And hiving wisdom with each studious year,
- 997In meditation dwelt--with learning wrought,
- 998And shaped his weapon with an edge severe,
- 999Sapping a solemn creed with solemn sneer;
- 1000The lord of irony,--that master-spell,
- 1001Which stung his foes to wrath, which grew from fear
- 1002And doomed him to the zealot's ready Hell,
- 1003Which answers to all doubts so eloquently well.
- 1004Yet, peace be with their ashes,--for by them,
- 1005If merited, the penalty is paid;
- 1006It is not ours to judge,--far less condemn;
- 1007The hour must come when such things shall be made
- 1008Known unto all,--or hope and dread allayed
- 1009By slumber, on one pillow, in the dust,
- 1010Which, thus much we are sure, must lie decayed;
- 1011And when it shall revive, as is our trust,
- 1012'Twill be to be forgiven--or suffer what is just.
- 1013But let me quit Man's works, again to read
- 1014His Maker's, spread around me, and suspend
- 1015This page, which from my reveries I feed,
- 1016Until it seems prolonging without end.
- 1017The clouds above me to the white Alps tend,
- 1018And I must pierce them, and survey whate'er
- 1019May be permitted, as my steps I bend
- 1020To their most great and growing region, where
- 1021The earth to her embrace compels the powers of air.
- 1022Italia too! Italia! looking on thee,
- 1023Full flashes on the Soul the light of ages,
- 1024Since the fierce Carthaginian almost won thee,
- 1025To the last halo of the Chiefs and Sages
- 1026Who glorify thy consecrated pages;
- 1027Thou wert the throne and grave of empires; still,
- 1028The fount at which the panting Mind assuages
- 1029Her thirst of knowledge, quaffing there
her fill,
- 1030Flows from the eternal source of Rome's imperial hill.
- 1031Thus far have I proceeded in a theme
- 1032Renewed with no kind auspices:--to feel
- 1033We are not what we have been, and to deem
- 1034We are not what we should be,--and to steel
- 1035The heart against itself; and to conceal,
- 1036With a proud caution, love, or hate, or aught,--
- 1037Passion or feeling, purpose, grief, or zeal,--
- 1038Which is the tyrant Spirit of our thought,
- 1039Is a stern task of soul:--No matter,--it is taught.
- 1040And for these words, thus woven into song,
- 1041It may be that they are a harmless wile,--
- 1042The colouring of the scenes which fleet along,
- 1043Which I would seize, in passing, to beguile
- 1044My breast, or that of others, for a while.
- 1045Fame is the thirst of youth,--but I am not
- 1046So young as to regard men's frown or smile,
- 1047As loss or guerdon of a glorious lot;--
- 1048I stood and stand alone,--remembered or forgot.
- 1049I have not loved the World, nor the World me;
- 1050I have not flattered its rank breath, nor bowed
- 1051To its idolatries a patient knee,
- 1052Nor coined my cheek to smiles,--nor cried aloud
- 1053In worship of an echo: in the crowd
- 1054They could not deem me one of such--I stood
- 1055Among them, but not of them --in a shroud
- 1056Of thoughts which were not their thoughts, and still could,
- 1057Had I not filed my mind, which thus itself subdued.
- 1058I have not loved the World, nor the World me,--
- 1059But let us part fair foes; I do believe,
- 1060Though I have found them not, that there may be
- 1061Words which are things,--hopes which will not deceive,
- 1062And Virtues which are merciful, nor weave
- 1063Snares for the failing; I would also deem
- 1064O'er others' griefs that some sincerely grieve--
- 1065That two, or one, are almost what they seem,--
- 1066That Goodness is no name--and Happiness no dream.
- 1067My daughter! with thy name this song begun!
- 1068My daughter! with thy name thus much shall end!--
- 1069I see thee not--I hear thee not--but none
- 1070Can be so wrapt in thee; Thou art the Friend
- 1071To whom the shadows of far years extend:
- 1072Albeit my brow thou never should'st behold,
- 1073My voice shall with thy future visions blend,
- 1074And reach into thy heart,--when mine is cold,--
- 1075A token and a tone, even from thy father's mould.
- 1076To aid thy mind's developement,--to watch
- 1077Thy dawn of little joys,--to sit and see
- 1078Almost thy very growth,--to view thee catch
- 1079Knowledge of objects,--wonders yet to thee!
- 1080To hold thee lightly on a gentle knee,
- 1081And print on thy soft cheek a parent's kiss,--
- 1082This, it should seem, was not reserved for me--
- 1083Yet this was in my nature:--as it is,
- 1084I know not what is there, yet something like to this.
- 1085Yet, though dull Hate as duty should be taught,
- 1086I know that thou wilt love me: though my name
- 1087Should be shut from thee, as a spell still fraught
- 1088With desolation, and a broken claim:
- 1089Though the grave closed between us,--'twere the same,
- 1090I know that thou wilt love me--though to drain
- 1091My blood from out thy being were an aim,
- 1092And an attainment,--all would be in vain,--
- 1093Still thou would'st love me, still that more than life retain.
- 1094The child of Love! though born in bitterness,
- 1095And nurtured in Convulsion! Of thy sire
- 1096These were the elements,--and thine no less.
- 1097As yet such are around thee,--but thy fire
- 1098Shall be more tempered, and thy hope far higher!
- 1099Sweet be thy cradled slumbers! O'er the sea
- 1100And from the mountains where I now respire,
- 1101Fain would I waft such blessing upon thee,
- 1102As--with a sigh--I deem thou might'st have been to me!